Wednesday, January 10, 2007

hurts so bad

Should I really be doing this? Everyone's saying he's getting the best of both worlds, me still doing everything with/for him, and being able to see other girls. At the same time, it's me getting what I want, but it can't be helping me, can it. Everytime i hear of someone else, it hurts. It shouldn't hurt this bad if I don't want to be with him, right? I am in so much conflict with myself right now about what i need/want to do. Of course I want him to be happy. Maybe just not so soon. I dunno. All I know is that I'm getting hurt in the process. Feels like all over again.

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