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Disclaimer : Very Personal Post.

I hate myself for feeling this way. I LIKE the you treated me when we were dating. I LOVE the way you treat me now. I don't want to be with you. I'm sorry. I don't want to lose the things you say to me, or the things you do. It feels like you only said them before because you HAD to. And now, it's because you mean it. I like having you with no commitment. I know that makes me a bad person. I can't change how I feel. Don't ever think that I don't want you, or don't Love you. Of course I do. Nothing will change that. I just can't lose myself again. I can't have habit with you.

I hope you understand how I feel, and don't hate me for it. I already hate myself enough for the both of us.

Please:
Don't change for anyone. Continue to treat me how you are treating me. Don't tell lies, I can handle the truth. Don't keep secrets. Stay the same. Be yourself. Love me forever...

You're still my hero.

posted by FaeLace @ 14:17